BleedForLove

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I am Icarus 2010 by BleedForLove, literature

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I am Icarus 2010

you crept into my dreams and held me tight whispered sweet nothings sang me lullabys falling in love didn't seem that hard it wasn't supposed to be so easy but it was and now im back to square one left alone to defend you were so reckless myself, so careless i've never abandoned hope as fast as i did over anything or anyone not until you so i guess i'll try to rebuild and renew pick up the pieces and hope for the better soon and i'll mold these broken hopes repair my dreams form them into steady wings and hope to fly... if the wax from my wings melt away leaving me helpless in my fall at least i tried to fight this d

pirates and smeared ocean sky by BleedForLove, literature

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pirates and smeared ocean sky

The blues of the sky and ocean Seem to matter not Blending into eachother Contradicting their sole being, Their purpose lost in the world This world of forgotten reasons One's own purpose seems to be lost Misplaced in all of this world's plunder Sailing the seas of mixed blue confusion Searching for any reason or rhyme Craving for the feel of defined sand Yearning for the warmth of the sun The clouds still covering the sun In their smeared, betraying ways Still we sail Still we search

And I'd Kill To Make it to... by BleedForLove, literature

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And I'd Kill To Make it to...

In this solitude of the sounds Under this empty sky In the midst of a forsaken forest Where even the brave dare not cross ...I pray for you... I fear you are breathless, Pale and cold. I fear you lie in some dark stone palace. Dreaming of light and gold. With the soundtrack of angels and their sweet songs. ...I pray... I hope.... ...I dream Somewhere, Drifting aimlessly, Floating on the distant seas You're there. Still breathing, And hoping. ...I pray you find me... In the middle of it all... Through the dangers and the fear Through days of fire and rain You'll find me. Take me by the hand, And we fly into the sky Ov

Begging For Forgiveness by BleedForLove, literature

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Begging For Forgiveness

It was in those days Where I found the happiness That I long for now, The days when our dreams seemed so real So near to the possiblitity of it all But we were fools to think... Sure we had our hopes, Our dreams, But we never had the guarantee If I only could go back And do right what I did wrong Say how I felt instead of delaying the words I don't think I'll ever forgive myself For letting you walk away, Leaving me with the small possibility of seeing your beautiful face again. Forgive me in all my stupidity I was plagued by the thought of being without you. I never really gave you a chance to explain yourself. But then a

His eyes of oceans by BleedForLove, literature

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His eyes of oceans

These eyes of mine... The eyes that once found so much beauty in the simple life. Eyes that could gaze into the horizons for what seemed like a lifetime Years passed in a single crash of a wave And I stare at the infinite beauty of it all... These eyes, They hold oceans behind them. Oceans that are kept locked away By a dam that is soon to break Crumble, shatter, and fall to pieces Letting the oceans run And pour into the galaxies of uncertainty

Hardly Sober For This by BleedForLove, literature

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Hardly Sober For This

In this midnight tunnel of scattered lights I float in the vast galaxy of oblivion. In the flow of the milky way, Caught in the rush of it all, I'm drunk with the feeling that I'm not where I should be.... And I find the most excitement in wondering if I'll ever see the sunset again, Or if I'll ever see the ocean or the jungles of the west But it's what I find most saddening, that makes me lose the thought of everything else that could compare... Will I ever... Will I ever see your smile again? The smile that could light the night sky like the sun, A smile so grand, zeus himself, surrenders to your perfection.... But most impo

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His Broken Dreams - Chapter 1 by BleedForLove, literature

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His Broken Dreams - Chapter 1

It was an ordinary day to him. Outside it was sunny, and clear. And the neighborhood kids were out playing. His mother, in the parlor watching TV, his father, in another state. He had come to terms with the fact that his parents were separated and he didn't think much of it anymore. He lay in his bed still half asleep when he heard his cell phone ring. He picked it up and answered it. "Hello?" he said in a tired voice. "Dude!It's nine o'clock in the fuckin' morning! Wake up already! Are you gonna waste your whole summer sleeping?" his friend Verill asked in a sarcastic voice. "Oh shut up dude! You know I haven't been able to get a lot of slee

His Broken Dreams - Chapter 2 by BleedForLove, literature

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His Broken Dreams - Chapter 2

Donovan walks through his front door of his house with a smile. He closes it and leans back on it. ''Where have you been! It's two in the morning. You've been gone for six hours! What have you been doing for that long?'' his mother yells as she approaches him waving her finger at him. He still smiles. He stands back up and walks up the stairs still thinking about Calix. His mother continues babbling but Donovan doesnt bother listening. He walks into his room and shuts the door. He spins around and falls on his back onto his bed. He smiles again thinking of what a wonderful night he had. He digs into his pocket and pulls out his cell phone. He

His Broken Dreams - Chapter 3 by BleedForLove, literature

My Dismay by BleedForLove, literature

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My Dismay

My Dismay Kiss my lips Hold me gently Say you love me Like you mean it No more lies No more hate No more betrayal No more unhappy faces I dont want to fight I dont want to cry I just want this all to stop Quit with the bitching Just shut the fuck up Go hurt someone else Im tired of your little games I hate the way you think Its like cat and mouse to you But Now Ive moved on Found someone else You cant play with me anymore I left you out For someone else Bitch all you want I dont care You say Im an ass Then what are you? A slut? A whore? What more could you ask of me? What more could I do? My love fell fast I re

Unspeakable Feelings by BleedForLove, literature

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Unspeakable Feelings

All the unspoken words All the hidden feelings All the nights of depression and guilt I want to tell you everything I want to show my feelings But I can't I hold too much shame I hold too much guilt I try to write you a letter But it just gets ripped up and burned I try to say the words But nothing comes out I want to dream of you But I can't remember how you felt I want to hear your voice But my mind goes numb I can only whisper the words I long to say I think of it pointless though Because noones there to hear I can't sleep at night Without knowing you're ok I need to know you're alright I need to tell you the truth

The Man Of My Dreams by BleedForLove, literature

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The Man Of My Dreams

From the corner of my mind The deepest ends of my soul In the whispers of my desire I dream of him With his arms wrapped around me His lips on mine Nights of sweet serenity In a world of endless bliss Body heat surrounding us Am i really imagining this? His sweat running down his body Falling onto mine Our clothes lying on the floor Both of us on his bed Tossing and turning Rolling in the candlelight Feeling his body close to mine Forgetting about the time Then we fall exhausted Laying side by side He lay fast asleep As I close my eyes I wake To find myself alone Back in my bed Where have you gone The man of my dream

Don't Fuck With Me by BleedForLove, literature

Where Will You Be? by BleedForLove, literature

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Where Will You Be?

Where will you be... When I feel down? Where will you be... When my world starts to crumble Where will you be... When my heart starts to break Where will you be... When the tears well forth Where will you be... When I start to fall Where will you be... When I scream your name? Where will you be... When I begin to lose breath? Where will you be... When my lungs give up Where will you be... When my world fades away Will I be in your arms? Or will I be on the cold floor... While you're in bed with someone else Where will you be... When I breathe my last breath Calling your name...

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Juice by GrayDay, literature

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Juice

My birth mother my birth father a membrane of logic and passion orange&purple (If you'd seen it, you would have sworn it was a sunrise) My left arm rips open the top extends trying to make you understand with its awkward speech moving like it wished it was a swan a bourdon is born unsure of my note proof positive of infinity A boy still sticky with the sweet saliva of creation purple red orange yellow primal expressive quiet & ashamed

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Artist // Literature

United States
Deviant for 19 years
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Current Residence: Hawaii
Favourite genre of music: Indie
Favourite photographer: Vempry
Favourite style of art: Horror & Macabre
Operating System: Dell
MP3 player of choice: iPod
Wallpaper of choice: My Own
Favourite cartoon character: Pikachu

Favourite Movies

Mean Girls

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

A Skylit Drive

Favourite Writers

Fiercebloodlove

Favourite Games

Resident Evil 4 Wii Version

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Wii

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Photoshop CS2, Sony DSC - H5

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BleedForLove

Mar 17, 2010

New DA account.

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So I have been without a working comp for about 6 months. and even when I did have one I havent done anything with DA because I felt so blocked. And looking through my work, how much I've changed and my work from when I first started, I've decided to start fresh and new. Because I really don't have the patience to sit and look through each deviation and click delete and all that. I'm gonna leave this account activated so any fans/watchers that I may have left that keep up with me, can find me. my new account is icarus-divinity (https://www.deviantart.com/icarus-divinity) hope to see you there. thanks for the support.

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BleedForLove

Sep 29, 2008

So things have changed....but not a lot.

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So I don't work at Hot Topic anymore. I was offered management position at The Children's Place. So I work there now. But thats about all thats new really. :p havent posted anything in awhile bc i feel blocked/unworthy. yeah... lol

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BleedForLove

Jun 8, 2008

So this is the new me...

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So lately nothing has been quite new. Only new things... I've started Gauging my ears. I'm at a 4 gauge. I'm keyholder at Hot Topic. Nothing new other than that. Life is pretty alright as of right now. I'm kinda hoping to get a raise in pay or get a better job Because my $280 a paycheck isn't getting me much. but yeah. nothin new really with me hows all with you guys? get at me! >,

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akimotoemi916

May 1, 2009

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sign this petition.
if we get enough people to sign this.
college just might be free.

Nessie-Noodlez

Jan 1, 2008

oh ur welcome anytime

strykr-ntt

Nov 8, 2007

THIS IS A HUG CERTIFICATE ! !

Send one to all your friends who you think deserve a hug (which, hopefully includes the person who sent it to you)!!

You might send it to your enemies as well!
It'll really make them stop and think!!!

If you don't receive this back, nobody likes you, and they wish you'd stop bugging them!

If you receive this back 1 time, open up! Find more friends, enemies, or enemies pretending to be friends

If you receive this back 2 times, you're off to a good start! (Unless you sent it to yourself! That's cheating!)

If you receive this back 3 times, you're a good friend.

If you receive this back 4 times, you're truly loved as a friend!!

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YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED!

Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!

-ps you don't have to hug me back

strykr-ntt

Nov 3, 2007

A favor to ask, it only takes a minute....

Please tell ten friends to tell ten today! The Breast Cancer site is having trouble getting enough people to click on their site daily to meet their quota of donating at least one free mammogram a day to an underprivileged woman. It takes less than a minute to go to their site and click on 'donating a mammogram' for free (pink window in the middle).

This doesn't cost you a thing. Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate mammogram in exchange for advertising.

Here's the web site! Pass it along to people you know.

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LonesomeFaery

Sep 27, 2007

TAG!!!
love you to death. If I don't get this back, I understand. But I have a game for you. Once you read this letter, you must send it to 15 people that you really care about, including the person that sent it to you. If you receive at least 7 back, then you are loved. Nobody knows what they have until they loose it. You never leave the person whom you love for the one you like, because that person who you like will leave you for the person whom they love. Tonight, right at 12:00am, your true love is going to realize that they LOVE you! Then something is going to happen to you between 1:00 and 2:00 a.m. Tomorrow, be ready for the greatest shock of your life. If you break this chain, you are going to have bad luck in love for the next years of your life. Send this to 15 people in 15 minutes. Do it if you wanna know who your real love is YOU CANNOT RETURN THIS AS OF NOW

Just spreading some love

strykr-ntt

Sep 17, 2007

Nice pic! by the way... you been tagged my friend... don blame me.. blame Mort... [link] sneak a peek at the journal and repeat if so desired

LonesomeFaery

Sep 16, 2007

THIS IS A HUG CERTIFICATE ! !

Send One to All Your Friends Who You Think Deserve A Hug (Which, Hopefully Includes the Person Who Sent It to You) ! !

You might send it to your enemies as well!
It'll really make them stop & Think!!!

If you don't receive this back, nobody likes you, and they wish you'd stop bugging them!

If you receive this back 1 time, open up! Find more friends, enemies, or enemies pretending to be friends

If you receive this back 2 times . You're off to a good start, unless you sent it to yourself. That's cheating!

If you receive this back 3 times. You're a good friend.

If you receive this back 4 times. You are truely loved as a friend!!

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IT'S NOT THAT IF YOU THINK THAT YOU CAN LIVE WITH THEM, IT'S IF YOU KNOW YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT THEM.